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| Please Help Me Lord, I desperately need it! E-Mail: (Hidden email address) Category: Home and Family 2/2/2010 2:14 PM My daughter, who has cerbral palsy, lost her dog on Wed. The neighbor shot him for walking through his yard. This has been a terrible loss for her and she is so sad. Our septic system has failed and we have to come up with 50% down on the $10,000 repair of the exisiting system. Our finances are tapped out. I try to do the right things, help others, give to those less fortunate and have even unofficially adopted 3 homeless teenagers to provide them with a loving environment. My husband and I have supported these three children for the last several years without asking for help from anyone. It was just the right thing to do. I realize that you only give us as much as we can handle but I am at my breaking point. I feel like giving up hope. Why try when the world will just keep beating you back down? How can I come up with $5000 when I can barely make ends meet? I desperately need your help Lord. The good book says, "Do not worry, I will provide everything you need." I need a new septic system, I need the man that shot my daughter's dog to feel your wrath. I need my husband to stop worrying about every little thing and be supportive so I don't have to carry the burden of everything that goes wrong. I feel weary and insignificant and abandonded by the Lord. My oldest son has been accused of robbing his ex-girlfriend, the future mother of his child and is currently sitting in jail fresh off of suicide watch. He has given up hope and is simply prayer for death. I just can't take anymore, I want to fall on my knees and cry out for help, but I don't think you are listening. What have I done to betray your love Lord? Why are all of these terrible things happening all at once? What do you want me to do? How do I come up with $5000 when I couldn't even get someone to loan me $10 thanks to my son's medical bills that he incurred at age 17 (he's now 21) to the tune of $38,000? Please send me options, send me a sign that it's going to be okay. |