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| Right now need from a right now GOD E-Mail: (Hidden email address) Category: Relationships and Marriage 2/4/2010 9:42 AM Brothers and Sisters in Christ, please pray for me. God sent me a beautiful woman after 4 years being saved. I love her so much and she is more than I could have asked for Praise Jesus. But honestly, my hear tis heavy...lusts from the old man have risen up inside me and burned hot, and I have done some things with this lifelong Christian woman I should have never even dreamed. I know I am forgiven, but I am so broken inside knowing how poor some of my decisions were. I know I am growing as a man in Christ through this, and I was God to speak to me. My girlfriend is scared because she doesn't know my anxieties, becasue she doesn't understand how big of an issue lust is for men this day in age. I don't want to be reminded everyday of the mistakes of yesterday. I am asking for God's great and unfailing mercy to pour out over this broken man, that I would have a totally underserved second chance to show God how much I appreciate and value His creation (my girlfriend) that He has prepared for me and blessed me with. I know I have not been glorifying Him through some of the lusts of the flesh i have consumed with this woman of God. I don't want her life forever tainted with these mistakes, and I want to move past this so I can continue to praise God for all that He is. |